This post is for me.. when i look back. Just to remember.
We are leaving on a cruise in less than 4 days. We fly out Friday morning at 11:00 am into Florida. We (all the married grandkids and Grammy and Grandpapa) will stay overnight and then board our cruise ship Saturday afternoon. Bahamas....here we come! I'm SOO excited. It'll be so nice to have a vacation and not have to worry about changing diapers, figuring out what to feed my little munchkin, walking my dog, laundry... etc. At the same time I'm a little bit anxious. I get anxiety just thinking of leaving Gabe for over a week! We leave Friday morning and won't be back till Saturday night, that next week!! Yes, I have been away from him overnight before. A few times actually. But for almost 9 entire days? yikes. Anxiety.
It's amazing how much love you feel for your kid(s). Unreal actually. I'm going to miss him.
BUT... I think this trip will be amazing for Josh and me.... to be able to act like we are dating again. To have fun together and focus on each other. To relax and probably gain a bunch of weight (not just pregnancy weight for me). Get a little sun and rejuvenate our spirits, and be ready for a new chapter. Having 2 kids is exciting but I am pretty scared. I really can't wait to meet this little girl.
As of today I am 21 weeks and 1 day along. I feel her move quite often and see a little movement every once in awhile. I've gained about 8 pounds and my belly button is starting it's emerge. I've been feeling pretty great and am trying to make it throughout the day with my anti-nausea pill. Last week I went 5 out of 7! Woo! But I threw up this morning so this week isn't starting as great as the last. oh well. It's pregnancy.
Back to the cruise... Grammy and Grandpapa decided to take their married grand kids... all 5 couples! There are 3 couples from the Sorensen family and 2 from the Harmer. Jessica and Paul, Josh and me, Janessa (27 weeks pregnant) and Jason, Howie and Amber, and Brooke and Jace. 6 couples including the grandparents... all expenses paid (WOW!) headed on a week long cruise the the Bahamas. It's going to be a trip to remember. Thanks Grammy and Captain (Grandpapa)... what a gift.
Gabe... please be good for Grandma and Grandpa (Lloyd) and don't grow up too much in the week that we are gone. I love you so much and I can't wait to be back with you. Silly that I'm so emotional and I haven't even left him yet. You and Josh are my everything.... so I promise I'll think of you everyday and miss you way more than necessary. Daddy and I love you.
Love.... Mom